Failing Sideways?

Just sat down at my favorite coffee shop to write this first and last blog post/”dear diary” in Puerto Rico. I’m leaving, and I’m trying to learn from, reflect on, and dissect this experience. 

I just talked to the barista and told her that these were my last days in Mayaguez-she said that she thought I was Puerto Rican. I was shocked. This whole time I thought I was stumbling through even ordering a cappuccino and now I realize that nobody was even paying attention to what the hell I was doing. 

We make a lot of presumptions, us over-thinkers especially. We make presumptions about who wants to hang out with us, about what people think about us, about if the Mayaguez Cross Country team hates us, about the status of our romantic relationships. Maybe those things are unknowable- and you’ve gotta be okay with that. 

Liza taught me something vitally important that’s really hard to put into practice: “others can’t read our minds.” I think it helps us let go of some of the weight of the world. It also teaches us to be assertive with our needs.

I still have no clue what I want to do. Maybe work in a more social environment? Retire? Get an MBA? Start my own Yoga studio? Plant trees for a couple of years? Always more questions than answers. Maybe that’s a choice and not an outcome. Maybe I’m still young. Maybe I’m old. Maybe it doesn’t matter

“O, teach me how I should forget to think!” 

– Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

I had a goal to spend my first year post grad in a Spanish speaking country. I’ve barely even hit 6 months at this point. Maybe I can drag it out or find another spot or do something to push it out a year, but it’s not really what I had in mind either way. 

Puerto Rico just didn’t work for me. I don’t want to make an excuse but its duality between developed and undeveloped was impossible to figure out from me. I always felt like I needed to do more and more was always so hard to do. Towards the end of my experience things got a little better as I realized that most of the things that went wrong were not actually my fault. It’s fricking hard. Maybe when things are hard, you need to be less hard on yourself. 

And maybe sometimes the timing isn’t right. 

Me and Liza broke up after spending the New Year with her extended family. 

She’s just a couple blocks away know, kind of hilariously. I’m still very in love with her but I understand why it happened. I think we were in a quite serious relationship for being so young. That’s hard because both of us really value adventure and self-determination and independence. We also both really loved each other, maybe we still do. We just hit a really low point and didn’t make it out to the other side. It haunts me that things could have played out slightly differently, but I do think it’s for the better. She’s gonna get the Puerto Rican adventure she deserved, and I know she’ll have the time of her life. She’s already having a great time, I think. We could have had a beautiful time together but maybe love is about letting go. That one is easy to type out but harder to put into practice. 

“Do I contradict myself?

Very well then I contradict myself;

(I am large, I contain multitudes.)” 

– Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass

It was not without its compelling moments. Highlights? A cutco knife-selling boss, a less-than-ideal car, a dead iguana on the running track, an incredible trip to San Juan with Liza, a couple car breakdowns, a lot of Spanish, a dead lady in a sandwich shop, a near fistfight (maybe actually two or three near fistfights), mofongo, unos tiroteos, a beautiful island, a couple pyramid schemes, a lot of reading, loneliness, reflection, lessons, scams, lost trust, therapy (multiple types), a hurricane, many earthquakes, power outages, termites, lies, secrets, affairs, and advice columns. 

I thought I had more to say. I’m still processing I think. Do we ever process or do we just add to the list of processing? Woof.

I can definitely say that I need to work on my support network. Keep my friends closer. Find a therapist (you should, too.) Live in a sunny place. Exercise regularly. Keep plants, maybe get a pet. Take things less seriously, spend more time in nature. This is starting to read like a to-do list; I have enough of those. 

“I hope your tears don’t hurt, and I can smile in your face

Cut my losses, how Delilah changed my locks to a fade

I hope you happy, I hope you happy

I hope you ruined this shit for a reason, I hope you happy.” 

– Chance the Rapper

The breakup is sad, and it’s the main catalyst for me making this decision to leave. I was thinking I was gonna stay for a while, but when an opportunity to travel South America with my friend Goodwin came up (after a couple weeks of severe waffling) I decided to leave. The final straw was when I got my car battery stolen for the second time. The earthquake was poorly timed too. There wasn’t much work to do and there wasn’t track practice this last week so I had way too much time with my own thoughts. Little things like that have big consequences. I wonder how many times something little has affected something big in my life. Probably more times than we can know. 

I’ve cried a lot. It’s ok to take your time when grieving things. 

I guess I’m still learning to do things for the right reasons. I guess I’m still learning that I’m often a complete jagaloon. I guess I’m still learning how to properly apply the lessons I learn. 

So in what light am I gonna remember this whole experience? NPI (ni puta idea).

When I started taking Spanish seriously, I used to feel guilty about my inability to remember new words. Now I realize that blaming yourself for not learning fast enough is a complete waste of time. If it sticks it sticks. Maybe it’s the same way with the lessons we learn. 

“By the sweat of your brow

    you will eat your food

until you return to the ground,

    since from it you were taken;

for dust you are

    and to dust you will return.”

– Genesis 3:19

Joe Martin Stage Race: Round 3

Well, I’m back from Spain. And bike racing again.

I’ve had a lot of doubt since Spain about my bike racing ability, with a few people reminding me of the fact I didn’t ride my bike for 4 months. I had a couple decent results in collegiate racing this year before JMSR but the stage race was going to be the first real test of my abilities. I was both excited and nervous.

Wednesday, I went to Art class, then ran home to finish packing. I drove down with Chase and a new teammate this year Sam Fritz, who was guest riding in the Pro race. We arrived late that night to meet John Heinlein (new teammate) and Logan Grace (former president of UMCT). We would have a four man crew racing this year, with support in the form of Jacob”Oko” Okamoto and Andy Keogh. They are both part of the new Vol Gas Racing squad-a new group of mainly Minnesota based riders looking to make some waves in the regional scene this year.

Day 1

The Thursday road race is a race with a lot of climbing. Last year, it sorted out most of the GC, so would be vital to get right. The plan was to have everyone make it over the first and biggest climb, Devil’s Den. From there we’d go for the stage or attack for a GC result.

The descent into Devil’s Den is 1000 feet of switchbacks, so with a peloton of 100 riders, it would be vital to make the front group if we wanted to get over the climb. For the 5 miles leading into the descent it was pure chaos, and with full road closure we were all over the road. The first switchback a Kelly Benefits Strategies rider slid out by sprinting up the inside and then just flying off the road into the brush. About halfway down I saw Logan get a flat and from there I knew he was going to be chasing.

Up and over the climb it was controlled but dropped 2/3rds of the peloton. Descending past the climb the group recollected itself. The group swelled in the next few miles, getting up to 45ish. Chase flatted, which left just me and John in the main group. We went over Hell’s Kitchen hard but only a few riders fell off. Two snuck up the road about 20 miles to go, the rest of the group pretty much sat up. The race finishes up Mt. Sequoyah in Fayetteville, as we got to the bottom steepest part, the field shattered. I couldn’t hang on to the lead group but caught on to the next group. I rolled in with them, in 18th place tied for 14th. John rolled in 24th, having stayed with the group until the climb. I was happy with the result, but had set a goal of finishing in the top 10. There was work to be done.

DAY 2

I felt pretty good the night before, but as I woke up I felt pretty horrible. We rolled out, with aggressive racing establishing a group of two, with a second group containing John bridging up to the breakaway. We were happy with that road position, but I felt horrible. Every climb we went over I felt horrible. I focused on staying hydrated and eating, and as we approached Mt. Gaylor, the biggest climb of the day, I started feeling better. The climb is 75 miles in but the road race is 114 miles long, which means a lot can still happen at that point. I got over the summit with the main group after suffering like a dog. Chase popped during the climb, and John had fallen out of the break up the climb. Logan made it over, and we caught John. There were three of us in the break, but both of my teammates were worse for wear.

There were two kickers remaining. Up the first, I found myself with John and Logan behind a split, but bridged up, making it to an uber-select group of about 20. Matt Stephens, the winner from day 1 was chasing hard, understanding the GC threat of the break. We rolled past two riders, which left two up the road. There were about ten working to chase the break down, with about ten just sitting down. I was out of water with 20k to go, not feeling too hot. I had a gel which picked up the legs-I was just glad to make the lead group.

I opened up the sprint 200m to go, but everyone blew past me. The break had won by about a minute, with Matt Stephens losing the yellow jersey. I rolled in with the group, moving up to 14th, but tied for 10th place.

DAY 3

I felt rough again, but knew that the uphill TT was a big opportunity for me to move up. We had a chill morning before moving over to the course. There was a little confusion around the start times, where we ultimately were pushed back an hour. Just before the start it began to pour down rain-I considered the adversity, as much as it sucked, a performance advantage-I didn’t let myself get upset by the inconveniences.

I took off with last years winner on my wheel-when I started I felt sluggish, like I wasn’t on top of the pedals and as if I couldn’t turn my legs over. Nonetheless, I kept pushing, until up and over the top of the switchbacks where Andrew Evans (last years winner) passed me. I rolled down with an average power of 385 watts-I wasn’t sure exactly what time I came in, but I thought it was good enough to hold on to my GC position of 14th.

When we got results back, I saw that I had come in 21st place, moving up to 11th on GC. The top ten was within reach, but I doubted that I could make up any ground. I hoped I would have enough to finish the crit with the main group, and, with luck, crack the top 10 on GC.

Day 4

I had a fair degree of confidence I was going to finish the crit-if I could move up or not was another question. It was a hot day, but I had proved myself to be one of the fastest riders throughout the week. I was going to finish, and hold my 11th place spot in the General Classification.

The crit was ripping fast from the gun-the first 8 laps were absolute torture before it started to slow down. I worked on staying as high up as I could, moving up in the opportunities I could without wasting too much energy, and drinking water-I often struggle in the heat and I forget to drink water in really fast crits often. But the group pared down further and further, and when I saw Chase pass me about 35 minutes in, I looked behind me and realized that there were only a couple people left behind me. Chase and Logan protected my GC Position, dragging me to the front only to have me fall back again each lap. At one moment, a gap opened on the hill and I told Logan I needed him to pull to stay with the group-he dieseled me back up. Two laps to go they both popped, and I knuckled down, knowing I could make it to the finish. A little split formed but it came back together, I sprinted up the last hill as hard as I could knowing that I needed to finish within a second of the group to get the same time as them. Results came back with me moving up two spots in GC, as a couple of the top 10 had been dropped during the crit. I ended up 9th overall, thanks to the support of the team, one of my best results of all time.

We packed up and drove home, getting in at around 1 AM. It was hard, but it was good. I’m motivated to train, but I’m not sure for what: it’s been frustrating seeing the racing scene collapse around us. I hope we can race Northstar Grand Prix, I hope I can keep the results rolling. It’s been fun training, it’s been fun being the president of the Minnesota Cycling team for my final collegiate season, but I’m discouraged by what seems to be perpetually declining interest and attendance in bike racing. I hope something can be done-but what do I do? It’s a different question. The big races continue to draw fields, but the small races are collapsing.

It’s something I wrestle with. I hope we can see a renaissance of bike racing in America-I’d love to see it and participate in it.

 

 

Granada and a Typical Weekend in Seville

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The Nasrid Palaces

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View of Granada from the Alhambra

On behalf on the national holiday commemorating the signing of the Spanish constitution (which, wildly enough, was only in 1983), the whole country ended up with another long weekend. I had nothing planned, but once I got out of my class on Wednesday morning, I received a call from Jake:

  1. We were going to the first game of the Copa del Rey that night-the round of 32. I had no say in the matter.
  2. There were tickets available for the Alhambra for the next day, and let’s go, please.

So the stage was set. By the time I finished my classes, I hopped off the metro and only had time to drop off my stuff before we made our way over to the stadium by bike-it’s only just a couple minutes away. We locked things up and met some other people from the program right outside.

Sevilla won 1-0, but the other team (Villanovense) put up quite the fight, especially for being as trash as they supposedly are. We went all together to the most well known Spanish fast food chain/cerveceria: 100 Montaditos. They’re really everywhere, at least in Andalucia-I just went to google maps, there are 3 within 1 mile of here.

I’m back from a 5 minute wikipedia binge-there’s actually 5 in the US, all in Florida.

But we had to head in on the earlier side-we had a BlaBlaCar booked for 9 AM the next morning, and we needed a little bit of time to get over to the bus station to meet him. After a little bit of tardiness, we met up with Luis, a really great dude from the area who now lives in Seville. His girlfriend, however, is a Granadina, so he spends a lot of the weekends over there-and because of this, was chock full of suggestions for Granada. After some discussion about politics, TV Series, and the our collective good fortune to live in the time of the two greatest futbolistas of all time (Messi and Ronaldo), he dropped us off near the university campus. Granada is a city full of students. It’s somewhere around 250,000 people and has a student population of 82,000.

From there, we started walking uphill-we had a time to keep at the Alhambra and were a bit behind schedule. We walked through the more urban area, then up through the older city center where we snagged the last 2 hostel beds (I feel like they always say that) immediately before heading up to the Alhambra. I had taken a little walk around the block as Jake was setting up, which resulted in me going up to the palace from a different direction that Jake-running into an Adelante Andalucía protest, which held me up even further.

But finally I summited the hill and me and Jake pulled out our tickets and walked inside. The Alhambra is a huge Muslim fortress that later turned into one of the most prominent royal courts of the Reyes Catolicos-it was here where Cristopher Columbus pitched his trip to Isabel and Fernando. The most beautiful and intricate part is called the Nasrid Palace-the place where the last Muslim rulers of Spain lived. Our tickets said 1:30 PM, but we had only showed up at 1:59-and there was a line. I went to the front to ask if we would still be able to get in, and to my surprise, the guard/curator/employee opened up the gate and told us to head through.

Up to this point, we were having a good time-but from this time forward, things were going practically too good to be true-but it wouldn’t stop. Me and Jake hypothesized why it feels like we get away with a lot of stuff while examining the 1000 year old intricate architecture and sculpture of the Palaces.

When we wrapped up the inner palace, we walked over to the Generalife, the gardens that wrap around the other side of the palace. We left for a little water/restaurant/tapas stop before realizing that the Alcazar was to close at 6:30-we only had an hour left to see the oldest and arguably most historically significant part, the fortress.

So we dipped back down and made our way through the fortress to the tip of the mountain. We climbed the tallest tower, took a picture with the fortress and the snow covered Sierra Nevada (active skiing resorts above 3000m-although last week in Seville it hit 70). And then it closed, so we left the fortress and walked down the other side, popping out in a plaza and headed back towards the campus.

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An old lady took this

We ended up at a cerveceria/tapas spot and had a light little dinner, and a pre-nightime cafecito before winding our way through the city again, back to the hostel. When we arrived, there were a couple spread out groups in the kitchen/dining room, and we were immediately offered a drink-I don’t know exactly how it happened, but we sat down with a group of vacationing girls who turned out to be from Seville as well. It was one of their birthdays but they were about to go to bed-until we showed up.

It was salsa night! Come out, kids! So as the rest of the hostel packed up to get their dance on, so did we, and so did the Sevillanas. We wound our way through the streets around the center, ending up with the 12ish who had come on the excursion-but being Spain, and being only 10PM, it was completely dead. It’s kind of like going to a Salsa bar at 6PM in the US-of course no one will be there.

Plan B was a clubish type bar nearby. There, we said goodbye to the group we had met earlier (lame), and the night continued. There were two hostel employees with us, Eric, and a polish girl who’s name I don’t remember. (I’ve learned here that I’m good with English names but not-so-good with not-in-English names(.

We hung out there for a little while with the group, having a slight run in with who I think was a nazi. From there, we went to a chiller bar and had a bit of a foosball tournament. I only played in one game. Loss.

 

Jake played a few rounds. All wins, I think. That kid.

But the night wasn’t to end yet. There’s a famous disco in Granada called Mae West-everyone, all the time, was telling us to go there. So we started hiking.

You know how, on a typical night, you sometimes run into people? Me and Jake ran into a two girls who told us, no, Mae West is not worth it, especially not this early, and that we should come with them to a couple spots to chat with them. They were named Ana and Carmen, as we came to know, and Jake really hit it off with Carmen.

We went to bed on the later side that night, to be honest, and woke up to our friend from the hostel Eric telling us that checkout time was 11, dammit, and get out. Actual time: 11:30.

I wish I could block my mom from reading this.

From there we went to get some breakfast and visit the cathedral. We payed our diligent 3 Euro, and spent a long while in there. The proximity to Christmas meant that it was nativity’d to the nines, and the long weekend had made the whole city filled with Spanish tourists-which was pretty cool, since it feels like tourist destinations are so often dominated by English.

After that we snaked our way down through the old city, heading roughly in the direction of where we were to meet our BlaBlaCar home (8 Euros compared to the 23 Euro bus!) We stopped for a lunch outside in the 70 degree weather, faced with the nicest waiter I’ve ever met in Spain, who also undercharged us. After that, we walked around a smallish indoor market. I took a picture of a group there. Actually, come to think of it, I took another picture of a couple overlooking the Alhambra. For some reason people trust their phones with me.

By the end of our 2 hour lunch, we were ready to meet the BlaBlaCar, which went off without a hitch. We hit Sevilla by 8pm, and walked through the center, which was filled with literally thousands of people. Hopping on the metro was like herding cats, which ended up with us standing in two lines (one for getting into the station, another for getting onto the train). But finally we made it home, where I nuked some pasta my family had left me-they had left for the beach.

Phase 2

But it was only Friday. We had done this whole trip, not even realizing that we had a whole weekend ahead of us. I was invited out to La Alameda by my friend Blanca, we met a group of her friends out there-including a Youtuber named Juanki who is the strangest combination of likable and unusual you’ll ever meet in your life.

I was pretty tired, so after a bit of chat, I packed it in for home and crashed immediately.

I woke up the next morning fully recuperated, went to my favorite cafe to pretend to do some work for a second (actually, I think I wrote the Barcelona post there, and then went for a run. I watched my current favorite Spanish language show, Bajo Sospecha, before yelling to Jake outside my window what his plans were for the night.

Jake and I live literally across the way from each other, close enough to have an ‘inside voices’ conversation across the 12 story chasm. We used to call each other to coordinate plans, but now I just open my window and yell across for him to open it up. He told me that we were gonna bike to an Airbnb where our friends Chris and Lauren were staying, hang out there for a bit, and see where the night would take us. Plans with Jake are often like this: versus ‘do you want to do this?’ it’s more of a ‘We’re doing this.’

We biked over there, only after a little bit of navigational trouble, then chilled for the next couple hours at their house. By 1ish, Granada was catching up with us, and a pizza stop later, we were biking back home.

The next day, I had some goals to accomplish. I had two papers to write, then I wanted to go to the gym, hit an area I had never hit during the daytime-Triana, then buy my sister a present (I don’t think she reads this, so I should be fine).

That went without a hitch until I found out that my gym membership had lapsed, so I biked home before doing my daily run. At 6 pm, we had a goodbye cruise with all of the kids from the program and all of the orientation guides I had come to know so well.

But that was not the fate that awaited me-I ended up showing up 1 minute late, due to some unforeseen circumstances, which caused me to arrive exactly as the boat was pulling away.

So I sat on the river of the great Guadalquivir, filled with self pity. 30 minutes later I got up and got myself some juice.

When the rest of literally everyone I know in Seville showed up, I was there to greet them.

I got pictures with my favorite ones, then went to 100 Montaditos (I’m starting to understand how they stay in business) with Jake and some friends for a quick merienda. From there, we went to the strip of student oriented outdoor bars by my house to hang out. We hung out there till dinner time, 9 pm.

So that was one of the best weekends of my life-filled with friends, productivity, beautiful sites, people, friends, new, medium, and old. This weekend I said goodbye to a few people, went to dance, did a thousand things that I pray I’ll be able to do again.

Last night my host mom told me that it’s the final countdown-but only the final countdown of this stage. I started to look for flights back this summer.

I’ve got a final this afternoon, then about 24 hours to pack, say my last goodbyes, write my people a few letters, and then get on a damn plane.

No matter how far it is away, you always arrive.

Jack

Barcelona

The city that ended up inspiring me to go to Spain initially was absolutely on the short list, so when my former roommate/part time Barcelona resident Goodwin told me he was coming over to reestablish his residency, I committed to the first Ryanair ticket I could find ($59).

After a slight concern about me getting bumped off my flight, by 11am Thursday I was soaring out of the Seville airport for the quick and pleasant flight over to Barcelona. It’s about 10 hours by car, 1.5ish by plane. We touched down with minimal fuss and I started to wander my way out of the beautiful labyrinth that is the Barcelona airport.

Once I finally made it to open air (read: diesel filled), I tried to find the best option for ground transport to the city. The airport is actually pretty far out of town, so there’s one option for a train, a bus that takes you straight to town, taxi’s, or a cheaper bus that takes you someplace. I shelled out the 6 euros for the bus.

It dropped me off in Plaza España, a huge rotunda in the middle of Barcelona surrounded by some big buildings and a stadium or something and a big museum-big city stuff. From there I grabbed some M&Ms then ducked underground to take the Metro the rest of the way to the AirBNB.

Upon arrival I met for the Goodwin’s mother Pauline and cousin, Robert, a DJ/music producer who lives in Lisbon, Portugal and was flying over for the weekend (there has to be something in their genes). I met with them and learned about them while Goodwin got a tattoo of what I know to be whirly-birds or helicopters, but are scientifically named Samaras. While we ate some popcorn, I learned about Robert’s life in broadcasting and his shift away to a more creative side of life-super interesting and inspiring in a lot of ways.

From then we walked down to the Metro station and jumped on to get over to the Sagrada Familia. We had a quick minute to tapear nearby before our time at the cathedral. When 3:15 rolled around, we took a quick picture in front, then went right inside.

I remember hearing about the cathedral for the first time and the ambition of the whole thing and how it would take centuries to build and how ginormous it was. So when we entered, I was taken aback by two things. First of all, it’s both huge and beautiful-but both less huge and less beautiful than I expected.

Seville has a huge cathedral as well. But Seville’s is almost double the size. And granted, the tallest spire of the Sagrada Familia is taller (172m to Seville’s 105m). But Seville is made out of blocks of marble and the Sagrada Familia of cement. And Seville’s was finished in 1517-La Sagrada Familia is still being constructed, using modern construction techniques. As far as things go, I went wanting to have my mind blown by the Barcelonés Cathedral-but there’s no doubt in my mind that given the history of the cathedral here, in Seville, beats its more famous sister. They also have the same amount of stars on google reviews.

After that, a Metro ride home and a Thanksgiving dinner among Americans at a hole in the wall Senegalese restaurant. This year, I’m thankful for other languages, travel, and being healthy.

A little nap, then to a few bars before bed. The bar scene is way different than from Seville. Here, everything (while equally cheap) is practically the same. You get a cafe, which serves beer, or a bar, which serves beer and mixed drinks (copas), or a bar, which serves beer, mixed drinks, and cocktails. In Barcelona there’s a much wider variety of bars, themes, tiki bars, cheap bars, dive bars, skater bars-the reality is it is much more reminiscent of a bar scene in a large city in the states, except generally the bars are all pretty small in area.

A bit of a detour on our run

The next day, Goodwin and woke up to go for a run, then had a breakfast. I split off from the group for a few hours to do my own thing: first, a walk through the condensed Barrio Gotico, stopping at a free archaeological museum displaying some subterranean ruins of a 17th century Barcelona. From there, I walked, grabbing a coffee and trying on some Ray Bans, past a few shops, wandering through the cathedral and a park, past the zoo a magnificent fountain before checking out the Arc d’ Triomph and people watching while munching on a pastry.

I met up with the rest of the group for a late lunch before we got some groceries for an AirBNB resupply, then powernaps for everybody. That evening we made dinner and planned out the next day, which we would rent a car to take to Monserrat.

Monserat was incredible. We drove up out of Barcelona and into the mountains before arriving at a monastery nestled into the crook of a Mountain. After poking around a little, we bought some tickets that would take us on a tram to the final summit above the main area.

View from Monserat

After the tram to the mountain we hiked a little ways up a wideish trail, stopping a little ways away to eat our packed lunches. Afterwards, Goodwin and I continued up, running into a few groups of climbers scaling a few different types of geological formations. We looped our way past a chapel, then to these little monastery type looking caves, then looped back down a long staircase. After that, down the tram for a cafecito while Robert went and picked up the rental car.

We drove to the coast for a paella and a really incredible sunset-good weather as well. Paella might have messed up the stomach a little, but it was all in good fun. We drove the rest of the way into Barcelona. That night was just me and Goodwin out, and we went to a cool little bar and had some really great cocktails.

Post Paella Sunset

The next day, we woke up at a reasonable hour before Goodwin and I dipped out to Barrio Gotico so we could grab breakfast (crepes and coffee), then buy some socks. The same weekend as Black Friday, it was a big shopping weekend and there where a lot of people around. We finally found him a few suitable pairs at H&M. It was really busy everywhere, kinda fun to be in that shopping environment.

We walked back where I packed up my backpack and hopped on the train to take me to the other train that I could take to the airport. I got on the wrong one, then missed the next one that could get me there, which took me about an extra 45 minutes longer than expected. This resulted in a tight, tight, airport run. Barcelona has two terminals, and the train drops off at the arrivals terminal, so I had to run across a skywalk to catch a bus to take me to the right one. I showed up to the airport 50 minutes in advance, but showed up to the right terminal 30 minutes in advance. It was tight, but I made it in time-and the flight ended up being delayed a bit. I made it into Seville and took the bus from the airport, getting home in time to have a nice conversation with my sister and do some homework before going to bed.

Great trip, but ultimately, Barcelona has nothing on the people, amiability, beauty, price, weather of Seville-I guess it has the beach, a bigger club scene. But Sevilla is much more my style.

I’m writing this a couple weeks late, so I’ll write a post about my trip to Granada this last weekend. Then finals, one last weekend, and a flight home a few days before Christmas. Should be a blast, and a mess. I’ll be back.

 

 

 

 

 

Morrocco

I was the last one to get on the bus: from my wake up at 6:45 to the bus leaving at a soft 7:00, I had ended up missing my tram stop, which ended up with me running a very quick half kilometer before I had even entirely woken up.

From there, we drove down to Tarifa, the closest point to Africa. We hopped on a ferry, and about 30 minutes later, we were in Africa.

 

Africa, to tell you the truth, does not feel particularly different than anywhere else in the world. It’s a little more chaotic, it definitely smells a little like you would expect Africa to smell, but at the end of the day, your feet are on the ground, there are people out and about, there are plants. It is, after all, only a few miles away from Spain.

We landed in Tanger and immediately headed up to a women’s center where we met with three young women from there. They were all studying there, and we had a conversation over the meal in regards to the country, a little on politics, and the life of a student in Tanger.

We were a group of about 15, all American’s living in Seville with my program, lead by an incredible guide, Marissa, who originally came to Morocco for Peace Corps, but who now lives in Morocco full time.

After that lunch, we drove along the coast to a beach town called Asilah, where we stopped at a bakery to eat some bread and this delicious and burning hot hummus type thing: so good. We walked through the town, then eventually along the beach before hopping back in the van and riding into Rabat, where we would stay the next couple of days.

The view from the sea wall in Rabat: professional boogie boarders were boogie boarding where you can see the waves breaking.

The homestays we stayed in hosted 2-3 people. I stayed with my friend Lowell, who was a bit culture shocked by the whole thing. We were picked up by our host brother for the next two days, Salim, after which we were treated to a delicious meal prepared in a tajine before we went to bed. The accommodation was comfortable but quite different. We ended up in a house with a girl who was in Morocco for a whole semester, who had a lot of interesting experiences to share-her life was completely different than ours in Seville. It’s harder for her to go out to eat, to make friends, to learn the language, to everything.

We had a great breakfast of fried bread with a jam and a buttery cheese. Also prepared was a rich coffee. Morocco has better food than Sevilla. All types of fried food, heavily spiced (which Spanish cuisine misses sometimes). All sorts of sauces, buttery, fatty, delicious breads, couscous, simmered veg, all incredible.

The next day we woke up and went over to the famous kings mausoleum-an incredible architecture marvel filled with intricate tiling.

From there we went over to a student center where we got a bit more into politics and the religious and political dynamic in Morocco. The king there is very powerful and, although Moroccans can vote, the king oversees all of the political situation there. Women legally don’t have different rights, but in religious and familial contexts, it’s a bit questionable at times-the expectation is for women to be pious, to be wives, generally (although tons of women go to college because it’s free and there isn’t an expectation for them to get a job). They talked about the taboos behind alcohol and Hijab, the judgement, the communities, the expectation of education. After, we went to some roman ruins before another lunch. Food is eaten off of a communal share plate, which makes for an original experience.

After that, we walked through some roman ruins of an old village. Cats are a type of protected creatures in Islam (but not really pets), so walking around you’ll see tons of them. There was a whole posse of them at the ruins.

That afternoon we walked around a market with a group of Moroccan students who, as far as my knowledge, were about as liberal as the average american student-their parents, however, all were much more conservative. They all had a remarkable energy to work and all of them wanted to get out of Morocco.

After that, we went to the Hamam, the public baths. It’s about the size of a couple hotel rooms, and people come there to bathe. There are three rooms, the first with hot water, where you soap up, and the next two where you progressively rinse down. It’s quite the experience, and was 100% completely authentic.

You could pay someone 50 Dihram ($5) to give you a 10+ minute scrub down with an exfoliating glove. He scrubbed and scrubbed and took layers of skin off. It was a crazy experience, lying on a wet, Moroccan, terrazzo floor, scrubbed down by a sweaty professional scrubber downer. At the end he stretches you out and cracks the ever living heck out of you. Then he dumps a cold bucket of water on you.

Another dinner later, a conversation with Salim, and an early wakeup the next day to drive into the Atlas mountains. We walked into a small town of 300 where we had a lunch of couscous with some people who lived in the village there. The father was half farmer/half truck drive and they had 3 kids running around. When he grew up, he lived in the same village, without access to a road, running water, or electricity. In the last ten years, all of those have come, along with smartphones.

Fresh baked clay fired bread

We wrapped up there after a short hail squall, then drove into Chefchaouen, a city where all the houses are painted blue (no one really knows why, but it’s morphed into tourism). We ate a meal, shopped around in the big markets they have, then discussed the events of this trip before going to bed. We took a hike up to an overlook before heading out the next morning (below).

The group in front of Chefchaouen, the blue city.

Ultimately, it was an incredible trip. We interacted so deeply with the culture, the food, my skin still feels great from the exfoliation. So many crazy and authentic experiences. I now have a deeper appreciation for the Muslim world, and a desire to understand how the more conservative Muslim countries work. I have an incredible optimism for Morocco, and developing countries like it-there is so much potential there that is finally, due to travel, technology, the internet, is finally getting unlocked.

Gran Canaria

When my friend Jake and I found out that our All Saints Day break coincided with a 90 Euro flight to Gran Canaria, one of the principal islands of the Grand Canaries, we literally booked it on the spot.

With Halloween on Wednesday, the flight at 11, and a typical Sevillano night out wrapping up at about 6am, it was going to be a bit of a fight to hit all the obligations we needed to. After a night in the bustling Alameda de Hercules, we made it back for some sleep before waking up to take the 9 AM bus.

We arrived to the airport without a single hitch, and breezed through security, even though they took my sunscreen. We napped on the benches until we headed over to the flight (last on the plane by choice). We arrived treated to incredible views of the island before hopping onto the bus to head into the city of Las Palmas.

The bus drove along the coast until we pulled into the San Telmo Bus Station. We pulled up a map and walked a few blocks over to a hostel. I went for a run, got my bearings, and took a nap. We ate shortly after, taking advantage of the hostel’s beautiful kitchen, and then went out on a Tapas crawl with the hostel. There we met a few characters, including a semi-pro Belgian footballer who was traveling with a German companion-many people at this time of year are there for the surfing, them included.

The next morning we took advantage of the surf as well, renting boards from a Brasilian transplant named Gino. We surfed, then bussed back. I left my swimsuit on the bus.

After a lunch and a siesta, I went out, determined to track my swimsuit down. After 30 minutes at the bus station administrative office, they tracked it down thanks to my ticket number and ended up finding it (miraculously). They told me to come back at 6 to pick it up. That night we headed over to the hostel of our friends, where we joined a barbecue on the rooftop terrace before ending up, to my chagrin, at a club full of Canarians.

I woke up before Jake with a resolve to run up into the neighborhoods on the hills surrounding Las Palmas-as I winded around through the neighborhoods, the roads started to steepen, to stairs, the streets turned into alleys no wider than 6 or 7 feet, and over the very top, concertina wire surrounded the apartment complexes. I wound through a park/field and ended up on this rocky goat path where I saw a dude throwing up. As I ran back down, three men yelled for me to stop.

I pulled out an earbud and skeptically looked back at the 3 dudes smoking cigarettes on a stoop. A man with a face tattoo spoke first, ¨los perros muerden,¨ he said, half slyly. The dogs bite.

I went the other direction.

That afternoon we went to the old town and explored around the church, passing through a great museum that was formerly Christopher Colombus’ house. I really recommend it, super well set up and incredibly informative without being too dense.

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The next day, Sunday, was one of the best days of travel in my life. We woke up at a standard hour and dipped down on a bus to Maspalomas/Playa del Inglés. When we arrived, we got our bearings by talking to a bike shop employee and grabbing a quick snack at a grocery store.

The beach is on the corner of the island, and we were on the far side of the beach, so we decided to hike the whole way along. It’s a huge beach/dune preserve. After procuring some sunscreen, we started to hike along until the waves got bigger and the people got progressively less clothed.

We finally arrived to a quieter part of the beach with some waves-I snapped some pics, changed behind some sand dunes, and we started to perfect our body surfing technique. They were big and foamy enough that you could really ride them all the way into the shore. We had a blast until a beach lifeguard pulled up and waved us in the shore.

He asked if we spoke Spanish and looked pleased when we said we did. Then he told us we had to leave cause the currents were strong and he didn’t want us to die. I appreciated his commitment to lifesaving.

DSC01677We walked around to the other side of the beach and headed back into town with a plan to hitchhike (autoestop) in Spanish about half of an hour into the mountains right above tohe town to hike in this town called San Bartolomé. When we made it to the start of the road up into the mountains, a guy pulled over and tolled us he was going to Fataga, a small Canarian town nestled in the mountains. There were some hiking spots that lead out of there so we went with him

DSC01691His name was Wim and he was a semi-retired former dutch sculptor that spends winters in the Canaries working on his 200 year old house and trying to build one of the worlds most complete cactus gardens. We talked to him for probably an hour, and he took us to an overlook on the way up, then showed us his house and a trailhead right nearby. His house was the old mill, and the entire towns water supply flows directly through his living room

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His house looks directly over the town, which is a quiet little pueblo with a few restaurants and a gas station. We hiked up a trail to get to a ridgeline and check out the grand vistas.

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The view from the ridgeline

We hiked back down in to town and ate at a cafe. As the sun set we tried to hail a ride down, and within the first 20 cars to pass, a Latvian vacation crew offered us a ride back into Maspalomas. We took it up, they argued among each other all the way down, before dropping us at a bus stop so we could catch a bus back to Las Palmas.

The next day we rose relatively early to check out and go boogie boarding. It was incredible, I rode one wave in from so far out, it was such a blast. The waves were big, too. It cost something like 12 or 10 euros to rent it for 3 hours. I recommend it over surfing every time.

We went to a grocery store and cheffed up a delicious tuna salad for 8 euros between the two of us-with enough leftover for a sack airport dinner. The hostel was happy to store our bags, let us shower after boogie boarding, and let us use their expansive kitchen facilities to feed and recombobulate before heading down to the bus station. Security, again, was a breeze, literally the fastest I’ve ever gone through. Door to gate-under 10 minutes.

Although we arrived early, our flight was delayed by a little over an hour. Things went smoothly from then on, with a nice little homework hour, then the flight. When we arrived in Seville, we missed a packed bus back into town so decided to take an Uber back with a Spanish caballero we met named Pilar. Seville just got Uber and, interestingly enough, due to legislation, all Ubers here are owned by companies that work under Uber. So when you get picked up by Uber, your driven by a driver who gets paid a salary by a company that gets paid by Uber-even so, it’s cheaper than the already ludicrously cheap cabs.

We got dropped off curbside, the driver said he wanted to go to New York over Christmas. I hope he gets there.

Seville is good, I go to Morocco next week followed by a trip to Barcelona, then Dublin, then things start winding down-crazy how the time flies with so much to do. I had my ‘mid-semester’ (more like 3/4) check-in this week which really made me reflect on how truly content I am to be here.

Jack

Tarifa, Algeciras, Gibraltar, and Cadiz

I had gotten to myself into a pretty busy weekend. By the time I left work on Friday, I ran home for a quick lunch and a final packing session before I caught the tram to Plaza de Armas-from that point I waited for my Blablacar.

Blablacar is a super popular service that connects you with drivers. You can view a bunch of drivers and their departing locations and times and meet them for a fraction of a bus ticket. Usually the times are better than the buses and you have the added bonus of interacting with a new friend for a couple of hours.

I had a little difficulty locating my fast-talking-Sevillana driver but managed to hop in without too much trouble. Then we were off. I rode with a teacher and a college student returning for the long weekend.

A few minutes before we arrived in Tarifa I saw some mountains in the distance-as we got closer to the shore I realized that I was seeing Africa. I got dropped off a couple miles down the beach and walked along the boardwalk, stopping for a videochat with my dad and then a quick little swim.

I hadn’t booked a hostel so I wandered around until I found a hostel I liked-they were booked up so I walked around for another and checked into a kite surfing hostel where I chatted with some dutch kite surfers and an Italian looking to get certified in his international kite surfing license, and learned some about kite surfing and the other hot spots in the world. Unfortunately, the winds were a bit lackluster that weekend so a lot of the kitesurfing crowd was a little more occupied with boozing than kiting.

I read a couple chapters of my new Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone (Spanish Translation) before going to bed.

I woke up early in the morning so I could get to the beach. I walked down to a couple of surf shops before I could found a boogie board rental (20 euro a day, he said. I walked out.  ‘Oh, I was quoting the surfboard prices!’ he said.) I had a blast boogie boarding that morning (for 10 euros).

I walked back into town and caught a ride for the last 1km with a french lady. I checked out of the hostel and walked down to the bus station. There are 6 buses from Tarifa to Gibraltar a day, but I had missed the 2pm one and the next one wouldn’t leave until 5pm, which would only give me a few moments at the nature reserve before it closed. So I took the bus at 3 to Algeciras instead, knowing that it would get me at least closer to Gibraltar.

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Some dubious construction work in Algeciras

I arrived to Algeciras in what I later found out was a rougher part of town. I found a hostel just steps away from the bus stop, talked to a boy who misdirected me to the hostel, and finally made it. I dropped my bag before I went on a walk around town, hitting the Corte Inglés, a ubiquitous Spanish department store, then walking back down one of Spain’s largest ports before stopping at a marina and grabbing some paella and morrocan mint tea. Algeciras is a big spot for Morrocan traffic, both immigration and shipping, and has a huge North African influence.

I went to bed early so I could take the bus from Algeciras to Gibraltar. We went along the whole of the bay, hitting literally every single roundabout along the way. As we pulled up to the bus station in Línea de la Concepción, I could see the border crossing. The border is minimally passport controlled-you show a guy your passport and he grunts at you. From there you walk across an active runway straight into the relatively built up, English speaking town, although most non-tourist inhabitants are bilingual. From there I walked to the northernmost entrance to the Nature Reserve, the main event of the whole situation.

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The runway you walk/drive across to get into Gibraltar

I passed a little control booth that took both Euros and British pounds to pay my fee to get into the national park. Since the entry to the park was 6 euro, and the tram to the top was 12, I elected to hike. On the way I passed an old fort and an old but newer WW2 era bunker. It was almost 2 hours steep hike to the top but I enjoyed the nature and the gradually improving views.

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Rock of Gibraltar/monkeys

I was given quite the start buy a Macaque chilling on a little rock wall. Not long after I passed a little monkey feeding station where the tour taxis would stop. That’s where I took a lot of these monkey pictures. They were super devious and accustomed to humans, and one jumped on the top of my backpack. I saw another one jump on a backpack, open it, and steal some kleenex.

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The babies are super cute, the moms are a little bigger and the most aggressive, and the big papas are about 30 pounds and don’t move, except when you get too close and they bare their teeth.

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Maybe the most incredible view of my life

Just past the monkeys there was an overlook to the other side of the rock-ships, water, and the near vertical rock face made for an incredible view.

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The two babies

I hiked to the point, a WW2 Era Battery, before turning around and taking the stairs to the bottom. On the way down, there were little troupes of monkeys chilling on the stairs, with the big alpha males completely in the way-I literally had to step over them, and it was honestly a little terrifying. They would show their fangs and screech if you got close.

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A mom and a baby

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One of the big papas

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I really like this picture

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A mom and a baby with the city below

I got to the bottom and walked to the runway, where I witnessed/had to wait for a plane landing on the runway. I hopped on the bus back to Algeciras since I left my swim trunks at the hostel, and as I arrived back at the station near by, I got a call that my Blablacar was ready to leave Algeciras. I raced back up, grabbing the trunks and making it back down to the corner to get picked up by Jose, a Donald Trump supporting Spainard, ‘Que gracioso!’ he would say.

I arrived in Cadiz anticipating accommodation with a Spanish friend who ended up ghosting me and the friend I was meeting in Cadiz. I went for an hour long swim in the pretty strong surf before I gave up on contacting her, and then charged my phone at an heladeria before trying to find a hostel. Every last one was booked solid, so I decided to take the Mid-Distance train back to Sevilla. I grabbed a quick snack before hopping on the train back.

An incredible, whirlwind trip, at the end-and it ended up being almost completely solo, as well, even though I met a few really cool Spaniards along the way, and one Italian kitesurfing instructor.

I am about halfway done with my stay here 59/120ish days and the weather is getting a little colder. Sunday was a near perfect 70 and sunny. This weekend I stay in Seville, the next weekend a day trip, and over Halloween, a flight to the Canary Islands. It’s going fast but slow at the same time, I’m excited to be here but also excited to be home. Life’s a trip.

 

 

Spain and Europe, so far

I guess I’ve been doing a pretty horrendous on keeping this updated-so here comes a brief update since I last wrote about our ride up to the cabin.

Summer was focused on racing bikes, preparing for Spain, working hard, and enjoying Minneapolis the sun, my roommates, and my friends. Working two jobs I took a few trips down home to Wisconsin and two to Chicago (one for business, one for pleasure). I had a little back issue which lead my bike racing season to end with a whimper.

And then, after an incredible final camping trip in St. Croix State Park with most of my best friends, I moved out in a stressful 8 hour period, and got dropped off at the airport by Liza.

The first week involved me buying a new laptop (I lost mine in the Newark Airport but it was remarkably returned), orienting myself, getting a phone worked out, trying to learn some more Spanish, learning little Spanish. I stayed in town the first weekend. I figured out the night life spots and the layout of the town.

Living in a different country is completely insane-stuff is just different. I’m so fortunate to have a great host family (a nuclear family, Paola 9 and Javi 14) and a beautiful and comfortable house. My life would be so much less pleasant here if I didn’t feel at home in my apartment.

One of the first few weekends I stayed with a few americans and a few spanish ladies in a house in the pueblo near Sevilla. We ate well, drank the local beer, Cruzcampo, and swam a lot in the pool. Some barefoot soccer and some sun were well warranted.

The next two weeks were filled with an intensive Spanish class-the incredible Vanessa Jiménez taught us. I would wake up, work out, eat lunch, have some lunch, and head to class. Afterwards, tapas followed by some dinner. Somewhere in there I got a bike and got the wheels stolen, then bought a new set of wheels. That was an adventure I won´t get into, involving 3 hours of waiting, calling, bribing a lottery vendor to watch my bike so I could buy a lock at a department store-practically everything here alternates between adventure and wanting to pack it up entirely, which makes one develop a remarkable patience along with a ‘screw it´ attitude-I think it’s why kids who study abroad end up coming back confident and a bit more casual.

We went to Cadiz one of those weekends, the oldest city in western Europe. We toured the old roman amphitheater and the cathedral, then hung out at an incredible beach. Later, a light lunch of fried octopus and tinto de verano, an only-a-little boozy red wine/lemonade concoction.

And then real life hit. Classes stopped my once liberal sleep schedule in it’s tracks. 9 am obligations every morning keep my bedtime reasonable. The first day of class I woke up at 8:57 for a 9am MANDATORY class-took a taxi and met my teacher, who ended up being remarkably more sympathetic than most Spaniards had been telling me.

This summer, I committed to an internship for a small Spanish business in Seville. That week, we had a speed date interview round. I interviewed with a few companies, and I wanted to work at a restaurant group here in Seville but ended up choosing an agency that manages Flamenco artists. I just started and it’s plenty interesting navigating a multilingual workplace.

My classes are pretty light on workload but the fact that I have two Spanish classes and I’m motivated to learn the language makes me work hard every day. I like my professors and feel like I’m learning a lot.

The cathedral in Malaga

After school kicked off, I went with my good buddy Jake to Málaga. We dropped in for a night at a hostel there and had an incredible time. Amazing seafood, an Argentine named Andrés went dancing with us and a couple of british girls. We visited the cathedral, the historic Alcazaba, the port, and convinced some street sellers to let us ride an electric scooter and a segway, achieving a lifelong dream. We also watched our first La Liga game (3-0 Málaga) and ran into an incredible powerful procession of hundreds towards the church. To return, we took a BlaBlaCar (one step away from hitchhiking) with a Sevillano military man, Adrián.

Another week of school, another Sevilla fútbol game, a 100 names and a thousand milder adventures later, and I booked a last minute ticket to Paris. I had 3.5 days to do as much as I could with as little money as possible.

I dropped in and didn’t want to spend the 8 euro to get to the center, so I hopped a transit bus to the the center so I could take a metro stop. I walked/trained hopped my way to a couple of espressos, croissants, and a falafel lunch until I made it to the Eiffel tower. I made it and it was one of my favorite parts of the trip-Paris from up high is just unlimited urban sprawl punctuated by famous monument. Notre Dame here, Sacre Coeur there. I spent a few hours and called my parents from the the third deck.

I figured out how to metro to the hostel with only one wrong turn, then made it to the hostel. A quick dinner later I made it back to the hostel in time for the wine and cheese hour, where I met a chilean, german, australian, british girl, more I can’t remember. The cheese is incredible, the wine is at the very least well above average, the people are mean and look unhealthy.

The next day a girl from the hostel accompanied me to Versailles, an hour train ride away. We stopped between the palace and the garden for a lunch of cheese and bread, and then toured the gardens. Versailles is ridiculous. It´s beautiful, but simultaneously feels overindulgent and disgusting in regards to the history.

Although I was blown out, already, Beth, the brit, made me to go to the Lourve (it’s free on Friday nights). I met a mildly famous mumble rapper, Nessly, and took a picture with him a room over from the Mona Lisa. We did a quick tour before hopping back on the train to the Jewish district to grab some falafel. It was godly. When we made it back to the hostel, the bread, cheese, and wine was already flowing, and when that quieted down, I was roped into attending a rave at the Moulin Rouge. I couldn’t say no to that.

The next day I took the metro down to Ile de la Cite to visit Notre Dame. There are a lot of churches here, and the Notre Dame isn’t particularly different than any other. What I did enjoy was the museum below, on the history, foundation, and growth of Paris. After I walked around the rest of the island, where Paris originally started, and ran into a techno parade.

Dinner was pizza since I was feeling broke and I ate it talking to a Cote d’Ivoire bracelet vendor/scammer. He wants to move to the US to become a taxi driver-it’s good money, he told me. He said he makes 10-20 euros a day.

The next day I made it to the Arc d’Triomphe, where I teared up a little over the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier-a hundred years later, fresh flowers appear every day over the tomb. Then to the Musee d’Orsáy with some Rembrandt, Van Gogh, Picasso, Goya. The train to the airport is below the museum, and I made it to the flight with about an hour to spare. The flight into Sevilla looped around the city once before it landed-incredible to see the city that ‘ve grown to know.

Paris was solidly great, but I don’t feel like going back very soon. Everyone I connected with wasn’t from France (which could be my fault as I don’t speak french). The city was a bit gray and scammy-no one was friendly, everyone was gray, and everyone wanted all of my money. They have tourist prices and local prices, as I learned about halfway through my trip.

And last weekend, I went with a new group to Lagos, Portugal, a small tourist beach town. It was mostly beach days, with some karaoke. Saturday we visited Benagil, a famous cave where you visit by swimming about 100 yards to turn the corner to see a huge cenote type geological structure. Sunday, I walked down to the center and had 4 hours to kill, so I walked into an fish grill that was a little off the beaten path- a french couple invited me to dine with them so I ate with them and chatted. They’re big runners and have both ran the Chicago and Boston Marathons.

After, a went down to the Marina and tried to get a boat tour. Unfruitful except for a french guy who let me peek into the cabin of his 36 foot catamaran-mission accomplished.

And that brings us to today, I guess.

I can’t say the good without the bad. My biggest problems so far-Spanish comes slow and every time I get a little more confident, I have a horrible conversation or try to talk to someone who I literally can’t understand.

I haven’t met as many Spanish people as I would’ve liked to, so I’ve been making more and more of an effort to reach out-at the bar, mostly, but other places as well.

I’m tired often, I miss my bike, my friends, Liza. I’ve been having problems getting on a team for the spring which is frustrating and feels entirely unfair. It’s been hard to be president due to the workload and the timezone. I spend tons of money.

But, for now, I’m happy, and I can’t wait to travel and learn more Spanish. I also can’t wait to get home. I also have a lot of problems. And my back sometimes hurts.

 

I do a horrible job of taking pictures of things and an even worse job of writing things down, but hopefully since I have just written the last 4 months off of my conscience, I might do better of just jotting down a quick few facts of the trips I take while here. For you as well as for me.

Jack

Riding North + the Cabin

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Search and State Adventure Team 2k19?

Sometime around spring break, maybe, Louis and I pledged to ride to his grandma’s cabin after school got out. She lives near the St. Croix Forest-the route we chose is about 120 miles, with maybe 20 of them on gravel.

So June 1st, after a week of brutally hot weather, rain, and humidity, the skies cleared for a perfect 77 degree day and we rolled out.

But before I talk about the ride, let me talk about the 12 hours leading up to it.

I work at Domo Ramen, a quaint ramen shop in Northeast Minneapolis-unfortunately, I was scheduled for both Friday and Saturday night. For a week and a half I kept trying to get the shifts taken, but after contacting each and every one of my coworkers by Wednesday, I had only gotten one of them off.

“I’ll get it off,” I told Louis, “She’ll go.”

He didn’t believe it.

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Taylor’s Falls

Wednesday night, though, a miracle: a new trainee at Domo graduated to server. She showed up on the scheduling app that morning, and I shot her a message. Then nothing. I worked Thursday morning, and then rode with Louis that afternoon. I sent a follow up message-she said that she worked the day shift at her other job.

Louis thought I was screwed-but it was only the day shift-only a minor hiccup. I asked her if there was some way in the universe that she would take it-she brushed it off.

I followed up once, then again. Still nothing.

Emma had come over and eaten dinner with us, then left, and there was still no response. I packed my bag to throw in her car, even though she said it wasn’t even worth it, as I would clearly not get this shift off. Right before she left, I threw the hail Mary: “I’ll deadass give you $50.”

I left my phone in the apartment as Louis and I walked Emma to her car. Walking, we all said an only-slightly-tongue-in-cheek prayer.

When I got back, she had responded: “ok i’ll do it.”

My dad is not a religious man in the slightest, but always tells us a bible quote whenever we doubt his abilities/capabilities/skills: “O ye, of little faith.” I wanted to scream it from the rooftops at that moment.

So 9:30 me and Louis pumped up our tires, filled our pockets with Clif bars, and rolled out. We rode through sunny Saint Paul, then North Saint Paul, to our first coffee stop in Marine on St. Croix. From there, we rolled along Interstate State Park (seems a bit redundant) to Taylor’s Falls.

Taylor Falls we stopped for Gatorade, peanut butter chocolate rice krispies, and a photo-op of the dam. We crossed the St. Croix into Wisonsin, checked the time and realized that we were behind schedule-so we rolled, rolled and rolled.

We hit an incredible stretch of gravel, curving through the countryside at right angles. Halfway through, I felt my wheel going a little flat. We pulled over.

“You got CO2?” I asked.

“I thought you had some!” Louis appeared agitated.

“Of course I don’t! Thats why I asked!”

Better prepared and we never would’ve made it.

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The next 10 miles I was on edge, scared that I would flat again. By the time we hit the hamlet of Grantsburg, my anxiety was assuaged with an equally unpleasant feeling of panging hunger. At the Mini-Mart, I got:

Gatorade, Peanut butter M+Ms, and a jumbo bag of chex mix.

And later, after I decided that wasn’t enough:

Two (2) hard boiled eggs, and one large chocolate chip cookie.

Rolling out of Grantsburg, we hit a little more gravel and I mostly pulled until the 90 mile mark. Then I cracked. Louis took over. We didn’t talk. I tried to close my eyes as much as possible.

If I got to 100 miles, I knew I could make it. Once I got to 100 miles, I thought if I got to 110 miles, I knew I could make it.

At 105 miles, Louis and I silently agreed to pull over, just to take a 10, maybe 15 minute break from pedaling.

Then it was game over. I was bonking hard, but Louis had come into his own. 1 mile to go I attacked him, hard. He had no problem following. As we rolled into the driveway, Emma greeted us, and we snapped a commemorative pic representing our mileage (sorry mom).

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Vantablack buttocks

That night, Liza, Jordan, and Waverly all arrived. We ate a delicious Mac and cheese and tried to work on cutting into our calorie deficit. We were largely unsuccesful-we had burned something in the neighborhood of 4500 calories.

The rest of the weekend was nice-chill, quiet, a bit damp. I had under packed, due to the uncertain nature that I would be able to even take the trip.

Another couple of meals, some reading and light physical activity (the one footed race), and Sunday morning Liza discovered a tick in her belly button. As closest thing to emergency contact, I had to pull it out.

I haven’t yet paid the 50 bucks.

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blissfully ignorant of her belly button tick

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Nats was a big target for all of us this year. Logan and Chase have been on pretty good form all year, I’ve gotten in shape the last month or so. Calder has been working hard all season and upgraded to an A after the first race. It was rough for him at the beginning but he’s turned into quite the formidable rider-it’s a school of hard knocks but I’m so glad he upgraded. He’s become such an important part of the team both on and off the road.

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Logan won the TTT sprint

We left Wednesday evening and drove to Omaha (which we found out has a bigger population than the city of Minneapolis) and stayed at some host housing there (Thanks to Kevin Limpach.) We got up early the next day and drove the rest of the way with enough time to spare for a ride in the early evening.  We checked into our room but had to switch into only a marginally better room because they hadn’t cleaned the first one. We finally got out for a ride where I dropped my chain and almost crashed. We went to bed in time for a healthy 9 hours of sleep in advance of the road race start at 1 pm the next day.

I was the protected rider for the four laps of the hilly and exposed course of 66 miles. The race started off pretty easy, with no moves going. The first time up the couple of kickers, the race split up a little but came back together. By the start of the second lap, the race had seriously separated with a break of 3 Colorado riders up the road (always dangerous at altitude), and a seriously diminished group (30 riders?), who all had either teammates up the road or only had a couple of riders left in the field. I floated back to see if any of my teammates had made the split and no one had. Coming around into the kickers, I felt my wheel rub on the pavement once, and asked the guy next to me if I had gone flat. It was a slow leak, so I decided to wait until after the descent to get a wheel.

At the bottom I pulled over but the neutral support guy couldn’t get the wheel into the dropout, which caused the neutral wheel to rub really seriously on the brake pads. He finally got the wheel in, and I took off, passing one of the dropped groups and drafting off of the car for a minute. I heard I had over three minutes to make up, and decided to pull out at the beginning of the lap, where I saw Calder and Logan had pulled out as well. I found out via my Garmin that I had been stopped for 3.5 minutes trying to sort the wheel out. Chase finished the race just inside the top 50, the rest of us were bummed. We got dinner and then drove to recon the TTT course.

I asked last years TTT bronze medalist, UW-Madison Alum, and Collegiate Omnium Natty Champ Max Ackermann for some advice. He told us to burn a rider before the turnaround because of the altitude. After the recon we finalized our pacing strategy, determining that Calder would take his last pull around the turnaround.

It was an early wakeup for a 9:45 start time. We warmed up independently the next morning and all got in a good headspace. We knew that it was going to hurt if we were going to do well, and we all knew we could suffer for each other, We went over to the line, starting 4th out of the 11 teams. The last preps happened quickly as they always do, and before we knew it we were away into the first rolling section. We were working great together, I tried to pull up the hills as much as I could while still being effective in the rotation and Calder and Logan would try to pull down them. We had already passed the team that started in front of us. The last 3-4 miles before the turnaround were a pretty brutal headwind, and we all went really deep. We made it around the turnaround quickly and cleanly and Calder dropped off. Only three left. We were committed.

The ride back was screaming fast due to the tailwind, I was in my biggest gear almost the whole time. We hurt, but if someone needed to take a shorter pull, the next one of us was ready to go and drill it. we reached the turn to the finishing stretch, which was up a pretty steep 2km hill. I went to the front, knowing this was my strongest part.

So I pulled. Harder than I ever have-it honestly gives me chills writing this. I was thinking about how bad it hurt. I was praying Logan and Chase were still on my wheel. Chase yelled a few words of encouragement which helped. A guy on the side of the road cheered for us, then winced, which helped too. With 500m left Chase and Logan came around me and started sprinting. I did all I could to hang on.

When we crossed the line: “And with that time, Minnesota goes into the hot seat.”

We all collapsed on the side of the road. Logan sat against a rock. Me and Chase lied down in the road. We all smiled at each other. I was crying/laughing a little bit but I had to stop because I couldn’t breathe. Even if we hadn’t set the fastest time, we all knew that we had done one of our best efforts.

As the teams rolled in, none of them bested our time. Another team we had our eye out for, CSU rolled in second to last without beating our time. We knew we had the silver locked up. Then the defending champs, CU Boulder rolled in. We listened for their time: a minute faster than us. We all deflated a bit, but in no way could be disappointed by our tremendous result. That afternoon, we celebrated with some coffee before getting some pizza financed by my mother. We went over to the Nationals Banquet for a podium picture. The CU Boulder team has 2 pros on it. We were very happy.

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Dressed to impress

The final day was the crit. We were all committed to a singular goal-win. It was another hot day, quite sunny in Grand Junction. We got to the course well in advance, got some coffee, tried to stay cool and out of the sun. We were all trying to emulate our own ‘in the zoneness’ from the day before, and all got there. Then we were off. Logan was the team leader, me and Chase were going to try to infiltrate any dangerous breaks.

I started next to Logan towards the back and it took us only 2 laps to work our way to the front. (#critlife). Five laps in, Chase, Logan, and I were all active at the front. A slightly dangerous move escaped around then for 6ish laps, but was pulled back by the Colorado teams. Their recapture kicked off a flurry of attacks, one strong move escaped with me,CSU, CU Boulder, and UCLA. We were dragged back a couple of laps later, and then the real move went. It started off with fiveish riders, then Chase rolled off into the move behind Road Race national champ Eric Brunner. 9 got up the road, and Logan pulled up to me a little while later “it’s gone,” he said. I agreed. We had both been in the box for the first 30 minutes of the race and were hot, tired, and content with the fact that chase made the break.

We looked around and realized there were only about 30 people left in the main field. 10ish riders made vain attempts at chasing and attacking but failed to bring back any meaningful time. The group trickled down to 25, then 20. One to go Logan got on my wheel but I was swarmed. Two corners to go I got back up front, but someone came into me hard in the final stretch and I was passed by probably 10 people, almost going down in the process. Chase had attacked in the final lap but was caught, ending up 9th. Logan got 12th, I rolled in for 21st. A solid day for any team, but a little disappointing given our expectations.

We sat on the curb for about 30 minutes. Calder bought us all sodas-he had crashed out 20 minutes in and broke his bike. Somehow he was still happy he had come to nats. I was happy he tagged along.

We got milkshakes and sandwiches after the race. Then we started the long drive home. We stopped in North Platte, Nebraska for 7.5 hours of sleep after a traffic jam and an 11,000 foot, high altitude, outdoor pee stop. The next day we arrived in time for me to work a Monday evening shift at the ramen shop I work at.

36 hours driving. Four medals. 2600 miles. A few tears, a little blood. A great nationals. Next year it’s in Augusta, Georgia. We’re not messing around this time.

Reflecting on this experience I am so incredibly grateful for the graduating seniors, the new members, our sponsors (TNR Tape, HED, Hollywood Cycles, The Fix Studio, more), our school, my parents, my friends, my job, so much. This wouldn’t be possible without the support and love of so many people. It’s incredible how much support we’ve gotten from our mentors, competitors, teammates, strangers, U of M alums. I truly can’t list them all.

Lastly, I’d like to thank Logan and Calder. You guys are tremendous leaders and do so much for not only the team, but each individual inside of it. I’m so sad to see you guys leave, but I know you have big plans.

Logan: congrats on your marriage, your imminent Cat 1 upgrade, your graduation, and your exciting future. You’ve been an incredibly influential individual not only on my development in bike racing, but also as my maturation as person. You’re an incredible role model. I mean it.

Calder: I’m so glad we have had the chance to become friends. You are a jack of all trades in athleticism, hobbies, travel, cooking, so much more. You are an inspiration to me. Sorry about the bike. Can’t wait to adventure with you this summer.

I really love these guys. I really love the team. This shit makes me so happy.

Jack

P.S. Louis, Chase, and Liza: glad you guys are my friends.